I said that I was gonna try to do just positive posts, but these 2 little kids of mine are about to drive me over the edge!  I am about to flip out!  I am so tired of all the defiance and their bad attitudes……it is just ridiculous!  They are not happy about anything and everything is a fight!  I seriously am trying not to cry right now! What the hell have I done to deserve this shit!?  I don’t give them everything they want, yet I don’t keep things from them either, yet I am feeling as I am always the bad guy no matter what!  I have to constantly repeating myself and telling them over and over and over to do something and I am totally at my wits’ end!  I just don’t know what to do anymore……these are the moments that I wish I could go back in time and change it all!  I just want to crawl in a hole and never come out! I feel like giving up!  Nothing I do is right and I feel like such a failure!  UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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