today………….
I am much better today…..yesterday was horrible! I got horribly sick after eating lunch and was in bed all day! It was horrible! Thank God my family was there to help me with the kids. I am much better today. I have not thrown up…….which yesterday every time I sat up I did……ugh! I am sure it is a lot of stress, and eating on the run, and lack of sleep……well, hoping to a night of good sleep and hoping that tomorrow will be as easy as possible. I am going to look at it as a Celebration of Life…….for my father……Thank you to you all again for all the kind words and prayers and thoughts. I really do appreciate it. I hope that all of you have taken time out to make that phone call, hug that special person, child, parent…..we are not promised tomorrow and just make sure that they know how much you loved them, if tomorrow never comes……..Good night all my lovelies!
Cindy
Kharmel you can message me anytime day or night! :)
Thank you for all the kind words in the loss of my father today. I feel so cried out right now, yet it comes in waves…….
@julieandchloebear
Wow I am sorry I knew she had passed, but this in common…….thank you. I hope you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers! Love you!
My dad
There was a party in Heaven today. My dad is pain free and there is no more suffering. He went to join the angels today. Thanks for all the kind words from all my lovely followers I love you! Been a tough day and nothing could have prepared me for this. I am thankful for my family and friends.
my dad
Take time to tell those who you love, that you love them. Give them hugs and don’t miss an opportunity to see or talk to them. I am going to have to make the hardest decision tomorrow and turn the machine off of my dad. I just want to hear his voice once more and see him smile, and give him a hug. I love you dad. I miss you already! Thank you to all who have been praying. Love you all!
My dad
The EEG showed brain activity is not there so we are going to be taking him off the machines tomorrow morning. This is the hardest thing I have had to endure ever…….tell the people you love that you love them…..never live with any regrets of not saying it one last time. I already miss him and just want to hug him and have him hug me back…..to hear his voice once more. To hear him laugh and see him smile…..I love you dad!
@ mamapost and rebirthofnewlife thank you! I know that I am blessed to be the age I am and still have both my parents alive yet it is so scary! We get so busy with our lives and I don’t see or talk to my dad as often as I should or could and that is what makes me so sad now. Ready for this movie to be over so the kids can go to bed and I can take a shower and probably go crawl in my bed……love you girls and again thank you! I feel so blessed to have friends that I have never actually met!
@mamapost
Thank you. They are doing an EEG and won’t know results until tomorrow afternoon. Don’t know if any or how much damage to the brain there was from lack of oxygen. He is on am anti seizure med because he is having seizures due to lack of oxygen processing to the brain! I am so scared right now and I really have no one here at all. Just the kids and my best friend but she is doing her homework. I just want to crawl on a hole and cry!
